And it will be my downfall
HIM- Wicked Game <333
So lately I have been going through a lot and I keep thinking to myself , “Why do I put up with this?” You know? I always tell myself, “don’t let things get to you” and that’s the first thing I do. Seriously. I’ve been noticing lately that I’ve started to let people push me around and tell me what to do. But the funny thing is that I don’t do anything about it. I see all this happening yet I do nothing. Why? I don’t really know to be honest. I just know that this week is pretty much the same as my summer. Annoying/Confusing/Sad.
And then I start to realize that I am wasting my time on thinking about everything I have ever thought about. And it keeps going on and on and on till I don’t even know what to think about or decide on. An endless cycle of nothing. And like people say History repeats itself in my life. I tend to relive things over and over again, which gets frustrating. And every time it does I do the same things over and over again. I fall for the same things/people, and their fake promises. I have honestly let myself down.
Well that’s enough with that. I need some advice please.
Ok so here’s the deal. There’s this guy, we’ve been best-friends for 7 years now, and we both are in love with each other, or rather have been for 7 years. The thing is though he wants a serious relationship, but I’m not ready for one, and I’m afraid I might lose him if I don’t go with him now. So what should I do?
Avenged Sevenfold- Seize The Day <333
-VAMPIRENINJACATZERO ♥
Ask yourself will you regret it if you let this pass you by. I have watched a few friends pass by being with someone who loves them the same as they love them because they were worried about the friendship. I think its worth taking the chance, but in the end its your decision and which ever you chose I hope it makes you happy
Thanks for the advice!